Up for it….

I wanted you to be different..
Because I wanted you..
So I tested you..
I know it wasn’t fair..
But I needed it..
And when you failed, I got mad..
I lashed out as my nails tore into that stubble on your neck..
I just wanted you to deny me..
So that I could have you..

Professional Lying Tongue

I am the  professional liar

Lies… my only friends

They keep me warm and satisfied, in the lonely night

Because I can create a false but perfect world…. for me.  

Nobody understand why.. but I don’t either.

It hurts too much to come clean.

So instead I make up another lie….